So semester is finally over. I overcame the rush from the graduate crowd at the bar and made about 200 bucks. Not too bad. Its amazing how much faster I've gotten in the last 4 months since I first started.

So this girl is in my life. 25, communications (broadcasting) major, just finished her masters and is going to be a assistant professor in college. All my friends love her and think she's adorable, and they're right. Shes probably the best thing to happen to me. Someone who, as of right now, fits my personality and extracurricular activities. I believe Mom, kris, her friend kim and I are going to a royals game this summer and kris wants to go to a WWE event with me. I'm smitten hard.  Shes gorgeous (and I'm going here but Johnson County gorgeous) smart, funny, very personable....its an amazing feeling. 

So softball practice starts tonight. Bossman is sponsoring our team and I'm the star pitcher yet again....mostly because I have 15 years under my belt, so I'm gunna have to bring my A+ game to the mound. No subs. Just me.  Its going to be awesome

Not much else to say. Other than I'm feeling great.

Peace Easy

Becky and I ended in October. She is dating a new guy after a month of being single. Shes extremely happy and I want her happy. I love her and will love her for a long time. I was reading some old entries on xanga on my other xanga site and realized Sonre did this exact same thing:
1. We were engaged
2. We were together for almost 2 years
3. We broke up
4. Month later shes with a new guy
5. Doesn't want to be friends
6. Talked to me only when she needed to.

....its really hard...but also funny. Because I said i didn't want anyone else but Sonre and I found several new people. I dont' really want anyone other than Becky because really there is no one out there....like I said, I love Becky. I really do. I just wish I could get one last chance because if I did fail one last time I would know I gave it 200% and nothing less. But it won't ever happen and that's just something I have to get in my skull. If I can get over Sonre, somehow someway I can get over Becky. I know I don't NEED her...Im' fully capable of living life....but I do love her. And I do/did want to marry her. I just wish I was good enough......I wish alot of things....*sigh*.

I have yet to go to bed...

Ladies and Gentlemen....the Franchise is BACK!

2007 has been full of nothing but a giant rollercoaster ride....times 10000!

Me and Anna broke up in February....she basically found someone on the side and then dumped me for him 6 hours after she did the deed. Stupid Dick! But it was good in the end.....course the jokes on her because she never thought that I would sleep with as many people as I did...and I'm on 10 and that's as far as I'm going in my sex record simply because she's my last relationship ever...but we'll get to that later.

After a few "relationships" in the months ahead, I met this girl named Tricia who introduced me to this girl named Courtney. Now normally I don't do online/phone relationships unless I can see the person physically but this SEEMED like a deal that I couldn't pass up. She was billionaire rich, related to WWE's Stacy Keibler, gorgeous blond tan girl who could get anything she wanted with a simple "please" The relationship lasted 5 months....and it was all a lie....basically I found out through email after she was caught sleeping with Tricias boyfriend in her apartment in Overland Park, that she basically told me every little detail in our relationship was a lie. She faked a rape, faked her mom, grandparents, step dads death, and had slept witih 7 guys. Obviously it was humiliating because everyone of my Pitt friends told me to be careful and I didn't listen only trying to prove them wrong all wrong about Courtney. But they were right. I think the next time if a friend tells me something concerning a girlfriend I will listen and try to adjust so I don't get hurt. Long story to how this happened, but Courtney committed suicide by hanging herself......so this marks the 2nd girlfriend in my past to have killed herself even if Court was an ex.

NOW....to the present day.....I met this girl named Becky, and we just clicked. It all started at Milk and Cookies at Jesmores, then a party at Richards, then a party at Usa's which will live in imfamy forever. I was still with Courtney at the time but because we never saw each other and she failed me every single time she "tried" an attempt to see me, me and beck realized we liked each other and shared our feelings with each other mutually. The next month, we hung out everyday, slept in the same room almost everyday, and shared a common bond with each other EVERY....DAY....I broke it off with Courtney and 3 days later on November 4th in the oval around 2:30 am I asked Becky to be my girlfriend and with eyes larger than a deer getting ready to be hit by a Ford Truck, she said yes. It was by far the greatest investment I invested in because of how well we click, I KNOW, Rebecca is going to be my last girlfriend ever.

Things have changed with me though....Being with becky, she made me realize that the people I was currently friends with before I met her, I really have no care to be friends with anymore. Either they act like whores at parties because they strive for attention constantly, or they are a drama queen, or they just don't live up to the "Franchise Standards". I've learned to stand up for myself and be more of an adult when it comes to roommates such as "Give me 30 bucks for cox cable" or "Do not smack my girlfriends ass...that's my property and NOT yours!" or "I really do not want that person in my house any longer" and etc. And thankfully Quinton and Sean respect me enough to abide by my wishes.....errr...for the most part.....giving me 30 bucks sometimes becomes forgetful.

This year has been stressful with some "best friends" verbally attacking me and becky's relationship as "You guys spend too much time together and "Alot of people" are sick of it!" (which turned out to be just her....no one else b/c everyone else thinks we're adorable together) and just justifying our relationship when their relationship isn't as strong as ours. I know it seems like I'm talking outta my ass....but i'm really not. We do have problems.....but we solve them as soon as we can. We do have arguments but we solve them. We're a normal couple....but our love shows louder than a Slipknot concert. And people are jealous of it. ....Let them. I'm "The Franchise", and I'm not ever going to be afraid of showing my affection to the person that I love most in this world simply because I want the world to know how happy I am and how NO ONE is going to affect the way I love Rebecca! PERIOD! Not ex girlfriends, not ex friends, not current friends, not anyone!

This year I plan to quit smoking indefinetly. I plan to work out so hard that I'm the indian John Cena. I plan to get my degree in communications and be an adult figure for the people in my life. I plan to be......the absolute BEST in EVERYTHING that I do, whether it be school, band, relationship, friendship, or whathaveyou.

I feel like my friends list in Olathe is quickly drifting down to 0....even though I have 5 or so friends in olathe left....It gets lonely when I visit KC.....and it brings back horrible memories of my life there before I moved to Pitt. But somehow.....the friends I still have up there, know how hard it is for me to come back, so when I see them, they are more than able to extend their arms just a few more inches to give me a welcome home hug and it feels great.

12:52 and I'm pretty tired......talking to becky still on the phone with the time being 4 hours and 50 minutes. Pretty good deal.

until next time....and I've been waiting almost an entire year to say this....

PEACE EASY